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A Schizophrenic Way Of Saying Things

A Schizophrenic Way Of Saying Things






I’d like to go home

but I have to go to the bathroom

and they won’t let me see the stars


I’ll give you a doughnut

because I haven’t got anymore

toilet paper

I want to go to Disneyhome

but Mickey’s dead

God looks at me from the sky

I can see the eyes of


diaptych(right) :: mess-up N/N mess-age

Shut up! she said

I told her somebody stole

my bananas

the walls are missing

where did my feet go

I can smell your armpits, Mister

The hallway’s flooded with blood

because somebody farted

now the toilet smells like


Thousand Plateaus Drawing

When I comb my hair pieces

of wood fall out

My brother eats maggots with

his bare feet

My feet went home

Can I go too

I hear dogs calling my name

They don’t know the TV’s on

Oprah’s interviewing Justin Bieber’s


diaptych(left) :: mess-up 1/1 mess-age

My mom’s in the audience

with her pet home on a leash

Jim Morrison is singing in my


But I can’t hear the water

running     What?

Was that the doorbell

Someone let the table out

I want to go home

but the silverware left without me

Is it my fault the bed’s on fire

oh, it is


I don’t sleep in a cloud full

of roses

Want to go outside and play

in the weeds

the roaches won’t care

They’re too busy picking curtains

at the supermarket

Go away but I lost 10 pounds

of home

Help me.

*Image Credits (all work used with permission through CC lisence)–
“cognitive-symptoms-of-schizophrenia-03″ by Life Mental Health
“catatonic-schizophrenia-symptoms-01″ by Life Mental Health
“Thousand Plateaus Drawing” by Magda Wojtyra
“diaptych(left) :: mess-up 1/1 mess-age” by Joel, Evelyn, Francois
“diaptych(right) :: mess-up N/N mess-age” by Joel, Evelyn, Francois


The Spirit Of Chaos

The Spirit Of Chaos

“Take one of those individual threads in the fiber that seems to be so chaotic and go into the constitution of that, and again you will find fantastic order, you’ll find the most gorgeous designs of molecules.” ~Alan Watts, The Web of Life

Why is it that we think we must depend upon our brains to lead us through life?

CosmicFace_by_Exper_flickrIt is not the brain that experiences (the brain is more like a recording apparatus) but our minds, our consciousness experiences and perceives and conceives our environment (environment here does not necessarily exclude an urban or suburban environment). Since our minds experience, by what process do we undertake this experimental existence? Intuition. We feel, we sense what surrounds us, because we ARE our environment.

Multiplier_by_Exper_flickrIntuition is that part of us, as conscious beings, that processes those constant changes within our environment, which can be aware of those incalculable factors. What’s more can interpret, assess, and comprehend those factors, like a kind of calculation (albeit, one that does not involve counting). Intuition can do this faster than the mind can think, and even more rapid than logic can compute. Why then should we depend upon the brain and its logic? Why should we use it, rather than or as substitute for intuition? Logic is limited, therefore, finite. More, it is flawed, because it can only compute either/or, it cannot perceive a dynamo of information (i.e., factors and variables) simultaneously, all extending from separate directions, chaotic stillness. Logic, that is to say linear systems, regulates an environment, and in that regulation transforms that environment into a static environment, the reduction of infinity to the finite. Our intuition, on the other hand, embraces chaos and randomness without fear of punishment or failure, because our intuition knows that in chaos there is order. The brain and its logic attempts to order chaos. So, we as intuitive beings choose life and health, imagination, our wild nature, exploration, and experience to be more alive, to evolve. For this, we as intuitive beings are uncontrollable, incorrigible, impossible to regulate, and non-linear. If intuition is the spirit of chaos, then life be the canvas.

SoulWise_by_Exper_flickrThrough an intuitive, fully open, wide-eyed, sensual and honest experience of existence, it is possible to transcend hopelessness, pessimism, disbelief, etc. by living in the moment and accepting things as they come. To really enjoy living and look at life as an adventure, we open our hearts, minds, bodies, and spirits to our natural intuitive state of being. In this way, we can enjoy every moment of discovery in the world…and we can become like children on a playground. Now, this does not imply that we possess knowledge, intelligence or wisdom to be absolutely sure about anything, however, it does mean that we are free to change our minds quite often, because the more things we experience, the more our perception changes, and the more we grow and evolve as human beings.

persistenceofcatabolizingsublimations_by_JoelEvelynFrancois_flickrWe are not meant to be miserable beings…we are meant to be vibrant, fully open, playful, sensual, universal beings. We are more than we can become, because each of us is a fractal of light…and we are all connected.

“Light, here, means awareness  to be aware of life, of experience as it is at this moment, without any judgement or ideas about it. In other words, you have to see and feel what you are experiencing as it is. And not as it is named. This very simple “opening of the eyes” brings about the most extraordinary transformation of understanding and living, and shows that many of our most baffling problems are pure illusion.” ~Alan Watts

Thebigbang_by_CarlJones_flickr*Image Credits (all work used with permission through CC license)–
“temple of peace” by AlicePopkorn
“Cosmic Face”, “Multiplier”,&  “Soul-Wise” by Exper Giovanni Rubaltelli
“persistence of catabolizing sublimations . .” by Joel, Evelyn, Francois, . .
“The big bang” by Carl Jones

Colour Perception


I am addicted to TED Talks at the moment. Here’s a fun one I found on a cool blog about the mind and perception. Our brains really are fascinating things and we have so much to learn about them.


Color is the simplest sensations the brain has. But even at this most basic level we never see the light that falls onto our eyes or even the real-world source of that light. Rather, neuroscience tells us that we only see what proved useful to see in the past. Illusions are a simple but powerful example of this point.

Like all our perceptions, we see illusions because the brain evolved not to see the retinal image, but to resolve the inherent ‘meaninglessness’ of that image by continually redefining normality, a normality that is necessarily grounded in relationships, history and ecology. Which is why we innately find regularities in information and reflexively imbue those regularities with value. But it is the value, not the information itself we see. So, when you open your eyes and look “out into” the world, don’t be fooled. You’re in fact looking in. You’re not…

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Bipolar, Schizophrenia Share Similar Emotional Perception Difficulties


Bipolar, Schizophrenia Share Similar Emotional Perception Difficulties

By  Associate News Editor
Reviewed by John M. Grohol, Psy.D. on February 9, 2013

Bipolar, Schizophrenia Share Similar Emotional Perception DifficultiesAlthough less severe, patients with bipolar disorder share many of the same cognitive difficulties as patients with schizophrenia — including problems with identifying facial expressions, emotions and facial gender, according to a new study.

Past research has shown that people with schizophrenia have clear cognitive deficits with respect to emotional perception.

Individuals with bipolar share many of the same genetic and environmental risk factors as those with schizophrenia, yet it has been unclear whether or not they share the same functional impairments.

To investigate this further, Jonathan K. Wynn, recently conducted a study which included 30 patients with schizophrenia, 57 with bipolar, and 30 with no history of any mental health problem.

About half of the participants with bipolar were on antipsychoticmedication during the study. Wynn showed the participants pictures of faces displaying emotions of fear, sadness, happiness, anger, or disgust.

He then had had them look at neutral facial expressions. The participants were instructed to identify the emotion on the first experiment and the gender of the face on the second experiment.

The patients with schizophrenia had the hardest time correctly identifying the facial expressions. The participants with bipolar identified the emotions more accurately, but took much longer to do so. And when they did, their scores were still much lower than the control group’s results.

When Wynn evaluated gender recognition abilities, he found again that both bipolar and schizophrenic patients had problems recognizing facial gender. These results were similar for both the bipolar patients who were taking medication and those who were not.

“Schizophrenia patients show deficits at multiple stages of facial affect processing whereas the deficits in bipolar disorder seem to be less severe and appear at the later stage of affect decoding,” said Wynn.

Despite those differences, the study clearly shows that people with bipolar can face challenges in social settings due to delays and impairments in cognitive processing.

Source:  Psychological Medicine

APA Reference
Pedersen, T. (2013). Bipolar, Schizophrenia Share Similar Emotional Perception Difficulties. Psych Central. Retrieved on July 24, 2013, from http://psychcentral.com/news/2013/02/09/bipolar-schizophrenia-share-similar-emotional-perception-difficulties/51409.html

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Hallucinations in Dementia


scratchWhen some individuals are in the mid to latter stages of dementia, it is not unusual for them to experience hallucinations.  (Although not everyone with dementia will experience hallucinations.)  Most often these are visual, but they can affect all of the senses.  They can be very upsetting to caregivers, and to the person with dementia, but I hope that by providing a little information about what is going on, as well as some suggestions for how to handle them, may be of help.  This information is taken from a fact sheet provided on the Alzheimer’s Society‘s website.

It should be noted that a person with dementia will experience changes in visual perception.  These are not actually hallucinations, but are instead “mistakes” made by the brain in interpreting (or making sense out of) what it sees.  One good example of this from personal experience — A resident of a long-term care facility once reported me that a particular nurse and aide were having sexual relations in her room on the night previous.  Even though it’s not outside the boundaries of possibility for such things to happen, I thought it highly improbable in this case given what I knew about the two people that were named.  What I eventually figured out was that the two staff members had come into the room during the night to provide care for the resident’s roommate, without turning on the overhead lights.  It was very reasonable for the woman to see two silhouettes moving around behind a curtain in low light, hearing them talking softly, and assume that another kind of activity was taking place.

Individuals with dementia may, at some point during the progression of the disease, experience difficulty expressing themselves.  They may have a hard time finding the words to describe what they are seeing.  It is important to keep this in mind when attempting to interpret a person’s story about his experience.  Note, too, that these persons may be particularly upset or frightened by hallucinations that persist for a long period of time or frequently.  Such symptoms can be particularly troublesome, both for those experiencing them, and for caregivers and others in his environment.  They can significantly affect behaviors and interactions with others.

A true visual hallucination involves seeing things that are not there.  They can be experienced by people who do not have dementia as well, often as a side effect of certain medications.  For instance, when I was coming out from under anesthesia after a recent surgery, I thought that my room was full of cats.  Persons with Lewy-Body Dementia are prone to a very particular kind of visual hallucination, often of small children or animals.  There are also some reports that those with LBD experience hallucinations at an earlier stage of the disease than do those with Alzheimer’s.

In our culture, hallucinations are often associated with mental instability, and so those who are experiencing them may be reluctant to report or discuss them.  They can be a temporary symptom, not causing any significant problems in the long run.  However, they may also indicate that there is a serious problem that needs intervention. A person who is having visual hallucinations may see only shadows or flashes of light.  Or he may see persons (known or unknown), animals, distorted faces, landscapes, or bizarre situations.  It should be stressed that there are other causes of hallucinations, including seizures, headaches, infection, and strokes, which may temporarily affect the portions of the brain controlling visual perception.  Other types of injury and illness, as well as some medications, can also cause hallucinations.  I have also known of persons who were near death to report seeing people and places, although my own belief system leads me to wonder if this is a true hallucination.  The causality of these manifestations should be investigated by the person’s physician.

Here are some other possibilities that need to be investigated, which might explain what the person with dementia is reporting:

1.  It’s not uncommon for persons with dementia to misinterpret what they see, due to lighting in the environment.  He may see a reflection in a mirror, or a photograph on the wall, as an intruder looking through a window at him.  I’ve seen a person think that flecks on the linoleum are insects to be swatted or picked up.  And a common strategy used to discourage wandering is to put a large black rug in front of a door.  Some individuals with dementia will see this as a large hole in the ground, and hence stay away from the door.

2.  It could be that the problem lies more in the person’s use of language, perception of time, or memory lapses.  For instance, it’s not uncommon for a person with word-finding problems to substitute one word for another.  And if a person has to go in search of a caregiver to report seeing something, he may not remember accurately just what it was that he did see.

3.  Consider a medical evaluation to determine if there might be some other reason to account for the hallucinations other than the dementia.

4.  Could the culprit be a medication side effect or interaction?

5.  Be sure that the person has had a recent check of visual acuity.  The solution may be as simple as needing new glasses.

Going back to the issue of visual perception, it is possible that the changes may be related to the normal aging process or to other health problems.  Some strategies that can possibly help here include:

1.  Ensure that the environment is adequately lighted.  This can also be beneficial in preventing falls, as well as other problems.

2.  Reduce shadows in the environment, or surfaces with busy patterns.  (I once worked in a facility where the floor in the therapy gym was patterned with dark stripes.  One of our patients very deliberately took large exaggerated steps over the stripes, seeing them as obstacles to be overcome.)  Some people may find mirrors and television screens a problem.  (For instance, one resident told me about the woman on the television who kept talking to her.)

3.  Be sure that the person’s eyes are checked regularly.  Also ensure that he wears his glasses, and that they are clean and in good repair.  (Are the glasses he’s wearing his, or do they belong to his roommate?)  If he has cataracts, perhaps consider the appropriateness of having them surgically removed.

Auditory hallucinations can involve hearing voices, or it can be a matter of hearing sounds or distortions of sounds where none exist.  They are actually rather rare in individuals with dementia, and are more commonly found in mental illnesses such as schizophrenia.  As with visual hallucinations, it is important to determine whether they might be due to illnesses other than dementia, or be caused by medications.  Make sure that the person’s hearing is adequate, and if his hearing aid is working.

Consider whether the person may be experiencing tinnitus.  This is a condition that is found in persons with increasing age, or who have certain health problems.  It is often perceived as hallucinations.  I am plagued with tinnitus myself, and I can vouch for the fact that it can be quite distracting.

One possible indication that a person may be having auditory hallucinations is if he appears to be having a conversation with someone who is not there.  Be careful, though.  It’s not uncommon for “normal” people to talk to themselves from time to time.

A person is less likely to have auditory hallucinations, or pay attention to them, if he has company.  One possible strategy for dealing with this symptom is to provide a companion for the person, or give him something else to listen to — such as a television or radio.

Other, less common, sensory hallucinations include gustatory (taste), olfactory (smell), and tactile (feeling something on or under the skin or in the mouth).  Again, it is important to determine if there is another possible explanation for what the person is reporting.  Many medications can alter the person’s sense of taste or smell, or can alter the person’s ability to sweat.

Some people do experience hallucinations that affect multiple senses at the same time.  It should be noted that this condition is usually due to a serious toxic or infectious illness, or can be experienced due to acute involvement of alcohol or other medications.  It is usually a medical problem that should receive immediate attention.

If you suspect that a person is actually hallucinating, try to engage them in a calm and reasoned conversation about what they are experiencing.  Is the person able to tell you what it is that they are seeing/hearing?  Can he understand that this is not really happening?  At some point, however, it’s going to be unlikely that you will be able to reason with the person, and any effort to do so will be met with argument and irritability.  This isn’t constructive, and can lead to an outbreak of temper on one or both sides.

Sometimes the best approach is reassurance, with distraction.  Stay with the person, and try to calm him down if they’re frightened or agitated.  Change the lighting, turn on/off the television, take him to a different room, or provide him with some activity to otherwise occupy their attention.  If the hallucinations involve multiple senses, if they are severe or causing the person a great deal of fear, or if they frequently recur or elicit extreme behavioral responses, consult a physician.  If you do decide to seek medical advice, be sure to let the doctor know about the following:

1.  Observe, and take accurate notes about what the person reported seeing or sensing, when it occurred and if there was a particular event that happened prior to it, where it occurred, how long it occurred, how the person responded, and the words that were used to describe it.

2.  Current and recent medications (including self-prescribed ones)

3.  Recent and past physical health problems

4.  Recent bereavements or other emotionally upsetting events

5.  Information about visual or hearing acuity problems, and glasses or hearing aids

6.  Use of alcohol or other recreational drugs, including overdoses